And every pair of balls? Well, I fantasized about licking and sucking those too.Īs I went deeper into my headspace, I branched out into increasingly strange and out there fantasies. Every cock I saw on the screen I imagined sliding down my throat. I stroked myself with maddening precision, alternating between slow firm strokes and rapid jerking, keeping myself aroused and on the edge of orgasm. Watching enthusiastic female cock suckers in porn? Check. Tumblr blogs about choking on cock? Check. I surfed through an endless stream of material on the internet while masturbating furiously.
Like many afternoons on the weekend, I sat in my living room with the window closed and my laptop hooked up to the computer. But I ached to have one in my mouth, to feel the heat pulsating from the head of a hot thick cock as I took it into my mouth.